celiaelani

I am frustrated. More than frustrated, I could cry... I usually don't cry. Not just because something doesn't work.
But this little...something...is no something at all. It's my stupid, damn hard disk, which decided not to work
anymore just this morning, when I was looking forward to play a bit CoX, after taking my last pictures for
the next story post.
No chance to do anything. Broken!
And of course, as usual, it has to happen when our holiday is over, and of course on a Sunday, when you can do what? NOTHING!
Except one....take your car, go to your friend and cry. 150 km, but why not.
So we can save all my texts and pictures and of course all my Sims stuff at least.
Thank you so much, dear.

Now I am sitting here at Lenya's computer. And I still could cry. I don't want to go home. But I have to.
Let me wake up and see, it is not true.
 

Happy Birthday   lenyakurios 

Wish you all the best, sweetie...
Thanks for the great time we had and have together.

I am sorry, I was so... I forgot to screen the comments, so if you want to tell me anything, just do it here.

I'm not the one, who keeps a diary about all things, which are in my heart and mind. And I don't post here about my mood, problems or any other thing in my life. Usually.
Today I have to do it, because I think, people who I consider as friends deserve an explaination for what happened yesterday.

It was a sad day. All my toons on Triumph, villains and heroes left their supergroups Black Sunday and DoP. They had to do this in consequence of a sentence I had read a few minutes before. "You have 24 hours to remove your toons and your equipment from
the base." I knew, these words didn't concern me or my toons, what means, it was not written to me. But ... nonetheless, it did concern me, because it was an order for my best friend Lenya from our leader as... how shall I call it? Solution to avoid " mutual discomfort at being on the same team with each other"? In my eyes not a solution for a problem, which should not have grown into such a huge desaster.
I'm still stunned and don't really understand, what exactly happened here.
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